Ramakrishna father had a dream of God Vishnu saying that he would be born into their family as a son and was born as Ramakrishna .
Ramakrishna during is childhood had little interest in schools and practical things in life. In 1866 he became pujari in a temple of Maa Kali. He became of full time devotee of Ma kali.
He spend whole day worshiping and meditating upon her His devotion was becoming more intense day by day. People conisder him as a mad. His love for Maha kali was beyond imagination. He devloped a strong bond with Maha Kali .
But one day Ramakrishna desired to see Maa Kali in front of him but he couldnt and he became more frustrated day by day and feeling came he could live no longer without seeing her. So one day in temple he demanded Maha Kali to appear in front him but he didnt saw anything . Ram Krishna dishearted fell in ground and started crying loudly and rubbed his mouth over the floor like a kid and blood came out from his mouth .Suddenly Ramakrishna saw swords in hands of Maa Kali statue and thought of ending his life then stood up and started to rush towards sword like a mad men . As soon as he took sword to kill himself at this point a divine light came in front of him and he saw Maha Kali standing in front of him as ocean of infinite light.
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